| March 21, 2007 My Angel Baby's 14th Birthday |
Well my sweet angel, today you would be 14. I suppose your not really a baby
anymore, but not quite a man yet either. I realize most people have there baby's
1st and 2nd birthdays on there site, but since we just started yours this year, I
thought we should make a big deal about it. Especially since this would of been a
huge year for you. This year you would of been graduating from middle school in a
few months and come fall, starting high school. Mommy can't believe how old you
are. Time has gone by so quickly, although I still remember that day, 14 years ago
so well. Such a special day; the day I saw my angel for the first and last time. If
mommy would of known then, the things I know now, I would of done so many
things differently. I would of held you so much longer and showered your little
face with kisses, I would of taken more pictures, bathed and dressed you, but
mommy was so young, so unprepared for what happened, I hope you know how
much I love you. And although I miss you dearly, I know that your happy up in
heaven with all your angel friends. Mommy enjoys thinking about you, it's nice to
know I have an angel watching over me. I wish I could be with you to sing you
Happy Birthday, but I suppose in a way I am, because your always in my heart. I
love you sweetheart. You'll always be mommys special little angel baby, no matter
how old you may be. Happy 14th Birthday.
Love,
Mommy
anymore, but not quite a man yet either. I realize most people have there baby's
1st and 2nd birthdays on there site, but since we just started yours this year, I
thought we should make a big deal about it. Especially since this would of been a
huge year for you. This year you would of been graduating from middle school in a
few months and come fall, starting high school. Mommy can't believe how old you
are. Time has gone by so quickly, although I still remember that day, 14 years ago
so well. Such a special day; the day I saw my angel for the first and last time. If
mommy would of known then, the things I know now, I would of done so many
things differently. I would of held you so much longer and showered your little
face with kisses, I would of taken more pictures, bathed and dressed you, but
mommy was so young, so unprepared for what happened, I hope you know how
much I love you. And although I miss you dearly, I know that your happy up in
heaven with all your angel friends. Mommy enjoys thinking about you, it's nice to
know I have an angel watching over me. I wish I could be with you to sing you
Happy Birthday, but I suppose in a way I am, because your always in my heart. I
love you sweetheart. You'll always be mommys special little angel baby, no matter
how old you may be. Happy 14th Birthday.
Love,
Mommy
| The Anniversary Let me be sad today, give me this day to mourn. It's the date my little son died and was also born. Let me think back to his birth, the fear of viewing him, dead. Memories of holding him close, and cradling his little head. Allow me to visit his grave, to let a few ballons go. To place flowers lovingly, and trim the grass that does grow. Allow me tears to cry, love fills my heart to the brim. Spilling it on those close by, while always longing for him. By: Elizabeth Dent |
| This picture actually breaks my heart, it shows that my angel has been gone for far to long, because even his stone's picture is starting to fade away. I don't want the memory of him to ever fade away. |
